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+ New Years +

HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Be SAFE! Have FUN!

+ grr rawr.. +

i’m not going to work today

+ tra la la la la +

okay, so i’m pulling YET another overnighter…for some reason i just can’t sleep…. i might go lay with billy for a little while, but then again, i might not cause i know i’ll just end up falling asleep…and i can’t cause i have work at 8am… i have to work till 5 and then i have to go home, get ready and then pick billy up from work..then i have to go up to joe’s for the new years eve “party”..where i’m going to end up getting smashed… smashed + no sleep + me = big sleepy clumbsy mess… i don’t know if i’m gonna go…i wish my dad and miriam weren’t staying home cause i’d be at my house enjoying the new year, but noooo big daddy dickhead has to be home… i rewired my whole entertainment system on sunday…boy, let me tell you, that was fun..but it looks alot better, and it’s more convienent..i don’t have to tippy toe to see which cd’s are in my stereo…and there’s a permenant playstation 2 hook up for my brother or billy…whoever decides that they must use my room… i hate getting alot of stuff for christmas..lol..it makes me have to reorganize my room to fit all the new stuff… today, billy bought me a PRE engagement ring…it’s really pretty…he got down on one knee and everything…so yes, technically… yet again..I AM ENGAGED..only this time, to a different person… the diet starts january 2nd 2003…so wish me luck on that… the holidays have been so rough on my work schedule…maybe after the new year things will go back to normal…but i am going to the dining car to see if i can get a waitressing job there…possibly full time…most likely part time.. who knows…any waitressing job would be better than the expeirence i had at uno’s! that place fucking sucked…

+ misson 1 +

Okay…I want everyone to make a CD of their favorite songs and mail it to me.. If you are willing to do this..comment..and i’ll mail you my address… Anyone that does it, gets a cute thank you card Let me know..

+ feeling random +

work was okay… i ate dinner when i came home…then i fell asleep on the floor in the computer room… my dad woke me up… we had a screaming match… he let me keep $130 out of my pay check… i bought hair dye…ciggarettes…a porn…labyrinth and a nightmare before christmas on DVD.. billy and i are gonna spend quality time together.. so…maybe more later… probably not..

+ the bet is on +

my dad and billy both bet me $100 that i couldn’t lose 40lbs by June.. Does anyone know how fucking hot I’m gonna be? this is one of my more conceited entries.. but damn..if i pull this off…i’m gonna wanna fuck me!!!! YES! man..and I’m gonna strut my shit down that boardwalk like i’m the only person there and Doug is gonna be standin there with his jaw on the ground wishin that he would have been a man instead of a fucking ASSHOLE! OOOOOH MAN!! PLEASE ROOT FOR ME!! HELP ME!! GIVE ME IDEAS!! 5 comments|post

+ blah +

i feel ugly

+ what i got for x-mas +

this is what i got for x-mas so far.. * a digital camera * a car freshener system from White Candle Barn Co. * a bunch of little “cucumber melon” scented stuff from bath and body works * a really nice braclet * a really pretty sweater * a web cam * a cordless phone * a necklace w/a really pretty charm * $50 gift certificate to DEB * $25 gift certificate to Circuit City * a new animal print bed set (comforter, sheets, pillow cases) * an animal print nighty and robe set * an animal print make-up bag * an animal print umbrella * an animal print rug w/monkeys on it * 4 candles * a teddy beanie w/my name on it * shirley temple DVD * angel photo album * angel stationary kit * “lilo n stich” DVD * “Austin Powers: Goldmember” DVD * Ralph Lauren “Romance” * Marilyn Monroe Calender * Heavenly Babies Calender * pretty floor mats for my car * BIG care bear “Grumby Bear” * Pikachu bowl * $40 * a stuffed animal MOOSE w/lotion and shower gel from Bath & Body Works + I still have to see my mom’s family tomorrow!

+ whatever +

my dad is such a show off in front of his piers.. fuck him.. he’s dumb..